23rd August 2022
Poetry
3 minutes read
To Write About War
translated by Nina Murray
23rd August 2022
3 minutes read
0.
a poet is good for nothing
a poet is good for nothing
a poet is good for nothing
someone go find him
a spade
a shovel
something to dig with
send him
to make a trench
or something
1.
there is no language that could possibly hold all of this
to write about war is to swallow
barbed wire inch by inch
slowly
to wrap your bare arms
and legs
around an antitank hedgehog
when you are asleep
to screw metal words
into the crushed bones of the morning
one
after another
to shell the bean pods of your words
open like bullet casings
to shake loose
death black lentils
pain peas of lead
to drink from puddles
first the deafening rumble
then the thick scarlet silence
2.
you thrust that language of yours everywhere
like a dirty finger into a wound
to convince yourself
to testify
the way a broken carafe testifies
to the existence of water
a broken radio witnesses
the mystery of electromagnetism
the reality boils over
red milk
overflows
leaves a dark stain on the stove
the empty pot of the poet’s mouth
sputters and pops
helpless
grows all black inside
3.
language here reaches its limit beyond which it is
a scream a gulp a rattle a croak a squeak
bones picked white by the birds
the scaffolding around
the bombed-out theater’s walls
look language stands as empty
as a house
from which everyone had been
taken outside
and shot
look my words are as nimble
as a pair of crutches
walking on their own
look
they dance too
4.
say what you will
scream all you want
poet
death can’t hear you
either way
made deaf in both ears by the blasts
made blind in both eyes by the shrapnel
she gropes through the city
like homer’s cyclops
she gropes each one us
with her cold
moist fingers
her large tired body
smells of metal and fire
and each of us
is before her
a nobody
5.
a poet
is a graduate
of the high school of powerlessness
who failed to learn
a single lesson
we feel our rickety boats
sinking deeper and deeper
under each
new load of silence
we stand atop
and swing language
as if it were a staff
as if we could hope
to part this sea of despair
and walk its bottom
like solid ground
to the far shore
of war
6.
lord you know it well
a poet’s tongue is only good for two things
to sing of death
and of victory
so grant us our lord
tongues of iron
that we might lick clean
these roads
this asphalt
lick them free of all trace of our foes
lick them clean of all splattered blood
leaving untouched
only that one little crack
where a thick
green stem
stubbornly pushes upward